कायदा

कायदा

बेफिक्र उड़ने वाले बादल से कहो
" रुको, इत्मिनान  भी एक बला  है, तौबा करो "
फिर रस्सी से बाँधो ,
ज़मीं पर उतारो
सुराही में बंद करो
और हुक्म दो , " अब ,  उड़ो ! "

ये  कायदा-ए -शहर है, 
कबूल  करो ।

Version

Of late, this is what i have observed about myself. I have become more tolerant, innocent and receptive. So much so that it is easy for me to receive others' thoughts and reproduce them without any translation or modification. As if they are my own. 
They undergo no alteration neither are they encountered by any sort of resentment as they usurp my understanding. I have never been so eager to accept or believe new things, never been so version-less

everytime i am about to express an opinion i fear in retrospect ... whose version is it?

Mistake

Being human, its more of an obligation to make mistakes.
To stray to the point of getting lost. To lose a great deal at the gain of very little. That is why i always encourage people when they decide to go wrong. I am always enticed to follow their odyssey from rage to regret.
Surprisingly, the regret part is getting more and more vestigial. More and more people now know the importance of falling prey to life. They stray but make comebacks. Fall apart to recreate.  They tell me, "You know you're sorry, when you know you're not going to do it again".  I am aghast at their success.

The mistake of making the same mistake twice, is usually the one that costs.

Hypothesis

Nobody deserves the love of God. . There's no moral path following which you can be worthy of his love. He is free to spend it on whomever he wants. It is abundant yet exclusive.
This arrangement is also called natural justice (or the lack of it) :)

In lieu, he has done this thing, he has bestowed this power to man that he can, by conscious efforts elevate himself to become worthy of his praise. That chance is always there, with everyone, in all ages. And this is a great thing.

Keep Knocking

I am one of those people who can never decide. Who are in two minds whether to take the escalator or the stairs . To say something or not, to laugh at a joke or not. It is useless to ask me to take a call in a toss of coins, It takes me an eternity to utter.

an easy identification of people like me, is our cellphones. Where the heaviest item is the drafts folder.

"everything should  flow naturally"

फ़च्च्च

मटर जैसा आदमी
सुईं जितना गुनाह
और 
पर्वत सम बोझ
रोज़
हर रोज़

 ....

come around

I had long forgotten what i once told lizzy.

"love is an unfair game to play, because you are not allowed to keep a plan B beforehand'

I was glad that it came back.Thanks.

That Day, today

Sun drowned last night
Moon shall rise today
that too,
will take some time
for now
mountains will bleed
cold, blue blood
and birds
perched, frozen, bound
but for eyes,
... no hope, no regrets.

प्रेरित 

सड़क के किनारे पड़े गुटके के wrapper 

तेज़ आती  हुई गाड़ी के साथ दौड़ लगाते हैं

हवा में लहराते हैं

फिर ठहर जाते हैं

अगली सुबह, 

झाड़ू से.... फिर किनारे

why?

Is one of the dangerous questions to ask oneself .
'why did this happen to me ? ' . followed by a few more why?s ..
Its dangerous because it almost never have an answer. and so the question never dies . Its still dangerous cause answers can be more painful so much so that they become questions themselves.

whenever you come across any person who asks you this question, click their photograph, have a good laugh and delete their contact from your mailing list.

Thats what I did with Kasim, he was a genius, cant take that away from him but now a useless rogue.


The best thing you can do is to stay happy.

बहुत मुश्किल है इस दुनिया का सवरना

तेरी जुल्फों का पेशों ख़म नहीं है

बहुत कुछ और भी है इस जहाँ में

ये दुनिया महज़ ग़म ही ग़म नहीं है 

- मजाज़

Textbook

There's no way you cant follow the textbook of life.

At first it is reasonable for us to believe that by the collective wisdom of the world around us, we can somehow alter the outcomes of our stories. That something unique can happen to us, that we cant fall in the same traps in which the world ahead of us has fallen.

sad, but untrue.
emotionally, we stopped evolving centuries ago.

We are a part of a system and we cant escape it. A better thing to do might be to accept the flow, know less and swim more.

Dump

This place is a dump. I had a previous blog, on which i dare no put stuff like this.
But i can dump whatever in my mind here.


peace

Band-aids

All our learnings in life are like band-aids. 

when we are ignored in a group, we learn to stay reserved.

we learn to be careful once we fall.

Failure teaches us to work hard.

There are many other greater learnings in life.

If this is true.

The wisest person would be the most hurt

Say, ignorance is bliss

chewing gum

 कभी - कभी उसकी तरफ लपकते हैं, दोस्तों के हाथों से छीनते भी हैं. फिर स्वाद लेते हैं, कुछ देर तक अच्छी लगती है ,बाद में रस निकल जाता है बस चबाते रहते हैं. ... चबाते ही रहते हैं.

हम्म , फिर थूक देते हैं.

हर सफलता जो हमें जीवन में मिलती है, वो उसी chewing gum  के जैसी होती है  . रसहीन और बेकार .
पर वो उस समय time pass करने के लिए काफी ज़रूरी होती है .